好久没有在这里留言了。我想，现在有这个管道是好的，因为大家都没有再留意blog了。
这星期真的好忙。可能是我两年来读神学最忙的一个星期。
昨天Student Body Exco Meeting，星期四presentation，星期五早上presentation，下午Student Body Annual General Meeting，下礼拜讲道....
好忙，好赶，好累。。。
Haiz.......
忙到这样的服侍，却带给自己和身边的人伤害。
有人说为什么去做学生会主席？是吃力不讨好的服侍。忙到最后得到的是什么？服侍那么多最终又会怎样？
是，的确是吃力不讨好的服侍。很多人都觉得做了主席很威风。但是事实却不是这样。
甜酸苦辣都经历了。辛苦流汗，也曾经沮丧哭过。跟女朋友的关系也不合。白发也有了。睡也睡不好。瘦了。功课也时常last minute。被人家酸。
要怎样？放弃？每当我遇到以上的情况，我都想放弃啊！最靠近的人变得疏远。
Haiz.......
独自叹气，说不出的苦，唯有神了解。
好啦，还是要继续往前走的。
Time is Precious. 时间是珍贵的.
After watched the Home movie, I somehow feel that the main character (little purplish alien called Oh) is reflecting myself.
He is small alien that nobody like him around. He is lonely, longs for love and hugs. He often makes mistake and create problems for others. He cares his love one more than himself, and willing to sacrifice anything for his love one. He is emotional, he got a lot of expression, but seldom express himself through communication.
Well, not all of him like me, just some maybe. Maybe I am emotional when watching this movie, but somehow I felt pity for Oh. He did the best to understand his friend, but in return he get scolded and hurt. But he never give up, still return to his friend because he made a promise to his friend.
I admire the moment he knew he will be killed, but he willingly sacrifice his life to help his friend. I wonder how he still can stay happy when he is lonely? Haha.
Well, a nice, funny and touching simple story.
He is small alien that nobody like him around. He is lonely, longs for love and hugs. He often makes mistake and create problems for others. He cares his love one more than himself, and willing to sacrifice anything for his love one. He is emotional, he got a lot of expression, but seldom express himself through communication.
Well, not all of him like me, just some maybe. Maybe I am emotional when watching this movie, but somehow I felt pity for Oh. He did the best to understand his friend, but in return he get scolded and hurt. But he never give up, still return to his friend because he made a promise to his friend.
I admire the moment he knew he will be killed, but he willingly sacrifice his life to help his friend. I wonder how he still can stay happy when he is lonely? Haha.
Well, a nice, funny and touching simple story.
Yesterday, was a day I didn't expected to happen.. It was not the Saturday that I expecting from the early Monday..
My car broke down twice when I on my way back from work. To make think worse, my engine stopped function at the middle of Penang Bridge where huge traffic behind me.. I was panic and worried as I tried to wave my hand to tell the drivers behind me to pass by me and in the same time, fired up my engine.
After a few shot, my engine came to live, but I know it will not last long.. With prayful heart, I drove my car, hoping I can reach the nearest R&R to cool down my car. Thank God my car manged to stop itself after second malfunction at the R&R station. Stims and burned smell came from my car hood.
I try not to make it long, but eventually a car technician came with his bike and fixed my car. I had no choose but had him to fix it. Costed me RM 440, and I am currently broke..
It took 3 hours to fix my car, and I had to postpone the P&W practice that scheduled on 6.30pm.. It made me silent until now as my delay had screwed everything up.. I am very sorry..
Despite not having the Saturday that I was expecting, I met with a guy (Zul is his name) also having the same problem. His bike broke down just after crossing the bridge. We had a chat, and knew that he is also from SP. He is a boat and tanker technician working at Jetty.
I was not expecting for this, as I was planning to fix my car after my work, but it broke down half way before I can make it to the service shop.
I think the best is I remain silent, and hoping that somehow you can understand my situation and I need you to comfort me as I was panic and helpless during that time. Although I may look like "I am ok" externally, but in my deep heart I need you. I was sad and felt like alone when you replied my message.
I am not blaming you or other similar means to that. Just an simple expression.
I just hoping that my weekend can spend more time with you. That's why I always expecting weekend. Well, yesterday was the worst I had, so far maybe.
Anyway, night.. :)
世上有许多的烦恼。往往我们每天都为着生活上的需要烦恼 - 衣食住行，关系，事业工作等等。
美国研究报道说，我们大部分的人都在烦恼的事情有40%是过去的事，50%是未来的事，只有10%是目前的事。但在这10%当中，有百分之九十八（98%）是未曾发生的，剩下的8%是可以轻易解决的。那证明说我们是不是多“烦”了哦？
英国班尼登健康协会（Benenden Healthcare Society）日前公布一项最新研究结果显示，一般成人每年至少花2小时在烦恼，每个月平均有6个晚上因为烦恼而失眠，一年至少有125天甩不掉心头的烦恼，平均一生花费5年的时间担心烦恼。
一生用了5年去烦恼那些未来不会发生的事情。哎，悲哀啊！的确，在这极大压力的时代，生活的需求渐渐的提高，导致许多的人不知不觉就陷在烦恼当中。
不过，若你停下脚步，看看你现在所有的，和以前你如何熬过来的，你会发现你其实过的都很好，无非烦恼。
中国人有句说道：人算不如天算。我们往往陷在烦恼当中是因为我们都在忙着算。算什么呢？算我们的未来。就正如刚才所说的，98%的烦恼都是未来的事情，所以我们算的都是那98%的事情。但有谁能未知未来呢？
可悲的是无人能未知自己的未来。我们可以有计划，但不是每个计划都按着我们的心意实现。世上的变数太多会影响我们完美的计划。到最后，我们还是因计划的改变或失败而烦恼。
当人算不能了，那你是否尝试天算呢？
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| 人算？天算？哈哈~是我在算图~！ |
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