Not the Saturday that I expecting

Yesterday, was a day I didn't expected to happen.. It was not the Saturday that I expecting from the early Monday..

My car broke down twice when I on my way back from work. To make think worse, my engine stopped function at the middle of Penang Bridge where huge traffic behind me.. I was panic and worried as I tried to wave my hand to tell the drivers behind me to pass by me and in the same time, fired up my engine.

After a few shot, my engine came to live, but I know it will not last long.. With prayful heart, I drove my car, hoping I can reach the nearest R&R to cool down my car. Thank God my car manged to stop itself after second malfunction at the R&R station. Stims and burned smell came from my car hood.

I try not to make it long, but eventually a car technician came with his bike and fixed my car. I had no choose but had him to fix it. Costed me RM 440, and I am currently broke..

It took 3 hours to fix my car, and I had to postpone the P&W practice that scheduled on 6.30pm.. It made me silent until now as my delay had screwed everything up.. I am very sorry..

Despite not having the Saturday that I was expecting, I met with a guy (Zul is his name) also having the same problem. His bike broke down just after crossing the bridge. We had a chat, and knew that he is also from SP. He is a boat and tanker technician working at Jetty.

I was not expecting for this, as I was planning to fix my car after my work, but it broke down half way before I can make it to the service shop.

I think the best is I remain silent, and hoping that somehow you can understand my situation and I need you to comfort me as I was panic and helpless during that time. Although I may look like "I am ok" externally, but in my deep heart I need you. I was sad and felt like alone when you replied my message.

I am not blaming you or other similar means to that. Just an simple expression.

I just hoping that my weekend can spend more time with you. That's why I always expecting weekend. Well, yesterday was the worst I had, so far maybe.

Anyway, night.. :)

你真的要走了...

原来发现我是不舍得你走。

但再过不久，我们就要分开一阵子了。

哎，不知如何才好。

没想到你那么快就要去新的地方了。

非常地担心你。

神啊，求祢自己开路。原谅孩子的小信，若是神祢开的路，求神来供应和保守。

爱你，亲爱的。真的不舍得你。